by your side.

8.26pm.

lappie sudah sihat. hati sungguh gumbira. altho, lappie have to install lots of stuff back. nevermind. tatih lappie. me lurve lappie. muah muah muah *on the screen*

kakak mydin belakang rumah sudah mula memasak menggunakan mulut. ahh, gossip harian.

will be going out with alin. altho she promised abby that she’ll be abby’s the whole night tonight, she still to dinner with the BF.

nevermind. abby can wait.

abby is officially the part time lover for her GFs.

abby is happy and content.

abby got interview on thursday. will run downtown for it. abby ngelat. tak jaga muzium. will have to sogok munawar lunch for manning the booth alone. if not, will let munawar go back early. lagipun, abby cannot stay with munawar too long. hehehe. abby will man the booth alone. abby will be happy. abby will bring laptop with abby. abby can do work, or maybe just edit gegambar.

which reminds, abby must take pictures with alin.

abby love alin. 🙂

yeah, so what if abby is gay. hahahahahaha ….

abby is so in love with herself, she has no time to look for anyone. maybe The Rabbit. Anyone know how to get one?

dina zaman wrote, The Rabbit is not a SATC myth.

abby will try to get it online. when abby is randy enough. hehehe.

abby must have dinner with the folks. colonel is happy with his new car. hehe. colonel was so happy last night when abby got the phone call for the interviews. colonel just want the best for his girl. parents want the best for their children. those who thinks that their parents don’t do that, well, maybe their parents just forgot. they’ll come about.

abby must get dressed and go down for dinner.

abby lapar. 3 nicotine sticks not so fulfilling.

heh. altho boss sudah belanja mcd. haha.

okay, abby chow downstairs dulu.

making the right decision

after last week that I sent out 5 CVs, I got a call from 2 departments from the same company and 1 good email response that would follow up with it’s HR.

problem is, I’m too nice to tell them that I can only start as my contract ends in November.

got home and had a talk with the colonel.

colonel told me, just go ahead with the interview and ignore the contract. millions of people run away from contracts and had lived fine with it.

so … I’m grabbing this opportunity.

I’m still young. I have the whole Malaysia to explore, if not the whole world.

owh, today, lappie’s coming back to mummy. 😀

kisah si abby tamak

hungry.

8.00pm.

not in the mood for nasi.

fiqah is eating maggi.

“kak yang. nak rasa. kari meletup?”

“hah? sape meletup? *eats maggi* huyooo, meletup nyah!!!”

az laughs. “kak yang makan maggi ke? saya masakkan”

me think …. hesitate. me change me mind. “boleh la. letak telur”

az puts a pot of water on the stove.

“takpe la, kak yang masak sendiri”

took over. made maggi. put it into a bowl and got my pirates of the carribean tumbler filled with pepsi.

“okaylah, kak yang nak meletup kat atas”.

went upstairs. put bowl of kari meletup maggi on me desk. open The Perfect Hostage: A Life of Aung San Suu Kyi to read while ‘meletuping’.

No. Subject matter too serious.

Opened The Essential Rumi: Translation by Coleman Bark.

Read 2 poems. Hurm. Too mellow.

Grabbed Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason from book pile.

Perfect! Funny!

Felt tamak, now got 3 books wide opened on table.

need to write down. if not, no reminder of tamakness, later in life will regret.

Hence, reason being me here writing this note.

apparently kari meletup didn’t have impak maksima on me.

Impak Maksima, good effort by Ahmad Idham but a bit of copycat. Thats personal opinion.

Now, wanna sambung reading. Dunno which book. Slept the whole day. Now …. cannot sleep. Heheheheheh ….

finding never-say-never-land

I’m quite bumped when I wake up without my lappie beside me this morning. yes, apparently my lappie has been my faithful sleeping partner these days. I would wake up in the middle of the night, turn to my left and just press F5 to refresh all my homepages. with the wonders of wireless technology, I have become a computer geek and apparently, my social life consist of more virtual acquaintances rather than face-to-face meetings.

this is quite pathetic, especially from a communications practitioner.

I have sent out 5 CVs last week. Quite anxious to know the outcome. I know, usually the ratio would be for every 10 CVs sent out, you might land with one lucky interview, that was what I had last year after I graduated. Everytime I explain to people about what I do in my current job, I felt like I have had this one great job.

but with no career advancement and the traveling distance (Selayang-Putrajaya on a daily basis), I’ve asked around and was agreed that they were valid reasons for me to leave my current job. I haven’t told boss yet, since I haven’t gotten a good deal offered yet. contract ends in November, with the fasting month, it kinda felt longggg way to go.

I wish I was headhunted.

I’m not yet 25. will be 25 in sept 25th. I dunno whether I’m still young and there’s a lot more for me in life, or I am at the age where I could’ve done more. I see young young people achieving so much more and here I am, thinking I haven’t done enough.

but sometimes, I think I have done fairly enough. I read my CV over and over again. Massive corporate events with top ministers, former prime minister, ministers from other countries, top key players of industries. That should be a bonus for landing a job in corporate communications.

have I tried hard enough?

am I giving up?

never give up.

but … will I ever survive in this never-say-neverland?

am I strong enough?

Kampung Haji Abdullah Hukum – Bangsar, Malaysia

Goodbye to another urban kampung
By CHRISTINA LOW

ONE of Kuala Lumpur’s early Malay settlements has been earmarked for development. Rumour has it that the 200- year-old Kg Haji Abdullah Hukum in Bangsar has been marked for a major development comprising condominiums, office blocks, shopping complex and there is even talk of a transit hub to be built in the area. StarMetrospeaks to the residents there to see what they think of the changes that are coming their way.For most of the remaining residents of Kampung Haji Abdullah Hukum, it is the sense of closeness to the city and the warm neighbourhood atmosphere that they will miss when they move out of their home of more than 30 years. But they all agree that it is time that some form of development take place in the area.“My family loves this place very much, but if we want our country to be a developed nation then we have to shift and let the proposed developments take place. We cannot be living in this area for our entire lives. But it is not going to be easy to leave this place as it holds many fond memories for all of us,” said V. Mani Velu, who operates a barber shop next to his home.His shop, situated near the Sri Sakthi Nageswry Amman temple, is shaded by tall coconut trees and has no proper door. It is a popular stop for many seeking to have an economical haircut.
Mani, who followed in his father’s footsteps, said he left school and took up the hair-cutting job at 12 and one of his regular customers, Abdul Samad, 62, has been frequenting his shop from day one till today.

“I have got so used to visiting Mani’s shop that if he has to leave the village, I would definitely look for him at his new shop for more haircuts,” said Abdul Samad who lives in an adjacent village but would often meet up with Mani for tea.

Leong Chong Moi and her husband Lam Kam Chong, who would be moving out of the village with their four children at the end of the year, said they too were happy that the village was going to be developed.

“We heard that a new bridge linking our village and Mid Valley would be built next year and we are very happy over the news,” said Leong, who sells vegetables for a living at Brickfields.

Both she and Lam love taking care of their pet dogs and planting fruit trees around their home in the village. After moving into their new home, they felt it would be impossible for them to continue their hobbies.

“I am going to put my dogs up for adoption and also take on new hobbies when I leave the village,” said Leong.

Traders Mohd Salehan Abdullah and Hashim Othman, who operate a burger and satay stall respectively, felt that the impending development was generally good but they hoped to be able to continue their businesses elsewhere.

“There is no place like home, and this place is just so peaceful and quiet,” said Hashim, who returns to his former home daily to prepare ingredients to cook the satay gravy.

Hashim would spend half a day in the village preparing ingredients and cooking the gravy using the traditional method – over a wood fire.

“Sometimes I stay here on weekdays and only return to the flats where my family is staying on weekends. This is such a homely place to live in,” said Hashim.

He too felt that developing the area was necessary but he would definitely be missing his favourite pastimes such as planting trees and cooking outdoors.

Mohd Salehan, 32, who has been selling burgers for the past 10 years in the village, said he only hopes to be able to find a place to continue his business.

How the village got its name

Haji Abdullah Hukum, whose given name was Muhammad Rukun, came to Malaya at the age of 15 with his father back in the 1800s.

To earn a living he worked as a farmer and a contractor before he started opening lands and villages with the consent of Raja Laut, who was then the Raja Muda of Selangor.

Abdullah was later chosen by Raja Laut to head a mosque in Pudu.

He was also given the authority to start a nursery in Bukit Nanas and to open a village in Sungai Putih (now Jalan Bangsar).

After retiring, he continued to stay in the village in Sungai Putih which is now known as Kampung Haji Abdullah Hukum.

(this article was taken from All Malaysia.info)

 

 

Sunday, 19th August 2007

 

I joined the KL Flickr Walk for the first time upon an email invitation by my brother, Muid (yeah right, dok sebelah bilik pun nak kena refer email invitation) and I think, its one of the most exciting event I’ve been to this year. The KL Flickr group decided to head down to Kampung Haji Abdullah Hukum, an old kampung settlement in the middle of the concrete jungle with the most vast development in the Bangsar area. We gathered at Restoran Fatima behind Maybank tower at Bangsar and walked to Kampung Haji Abdullah Hukum.

 

The first thing that I noticed, not only the group consists of diverse ethnicities and everyone comes from a different professional backgrounds, but everyone were so humble and friendly. Although with my small Nikon E4600 (4.0 megapixels pulak tuh) compared to their big Digital SLRs with few range of lenses, we managed to bond and compiled some great shots altogether.

 

I had the opportunity of talking to the late Haji Abdullah Hukum’s grandchildren, the grandson, an old man in his 90s who said that the village was built in 1890 and the granddaughter, an old lady in her 80s, who told how Abdullah Hukum came from Sumatera and he married a Johorian before building that kampung settlement and we also received a printed images of the late Haji Abdullah Hukum and his wife. The old lady told us that DBKL has purchased their land and they would soon be relocated and the land will be used for development. It will be a pity that so much sentimental values can be felt as we walked through the village. The village, also made up of a diversified community, from Indians to Chinese and Malays, happily living beside one another.

 

The group ended up in KL Sentral (was too tired to walked back to Bangsar, we took the train and had lunch in an airconditioned building – manja urban folks are we?). We bonded and spent time knowing each other. We end up with some mutual friends. I like to thank my brother Muid for inviting me and the rest of the group for being such nice and welcoming folks (Han, Shafina, Vis, Praveen, Prakash, KenMin, Jing Ying, Eka, Core, Eduardo, Mizi, Atikah, Amir, Rahman, Cik Din, and a few others – please excuse my very very poor dorry memory).

 

I’ve made mutual friends becos Monday night, I met up with Prakash again for the Documentary screening at HELP. I’m looking forward for more Flickr Walks as we raise awareness of the beauty of our nation’s heritage through the wonders of photography and some good moments captured.

dark cold lonely friday night

in the dim light while listening john coltrane’s “naima” and chet baker’s “my funny valentine”.

a smile on the face.

another drag of the stick.

smokes blown from the nose, and from the mouth.

another smile.

trying to hide the tears.

in longing of the love.

a person.

loved a little less.

probably not at all.

now.

it was different then.

when the ray of morning light used to make the best view.

when the sun light touches the face.

when the words were uttered.

the comfort.

lying on someone’s arm.

face close to each other.

the sweet hug from the back.

those wonderful lovely few days.

love was made and love fades.

a person loved a little less.

fingers became numb.

hiding the tears that forced itself to shed.

a tremble.

a shiver.

night gets colder.

heart gets sadder.

light another stick.

a feeling not everyone will understand.

loved a little less.

then love fade away.

moon refuse to shine.

heart refused to warm.

now, everything changes.

circumstances remained unfavourable.

music plays on.

“naima” …

“my funny valentine”…

fingers shivered.

heart wept.

loved a little less.

now, not loved at all.

for all that matters.

tears … will be shed.

by a person …

loved a little less.

if not at all.

not any more.